Today is a very special day.
Three years ago today at 3:10am, in a dimly lit hospital room full of busy nurses, I had the most excruciatingly painful experience of my life. This was the day I had my first child, a son (who weighed almost 9lbs. I may add). It was the most crazy, beautiful, painful, life changing event of my entire experience here on this earth….and I can remember almost the entire day.
Today is my son’s third birthday and he has changed so much in those short three years.
It is absolutely astonishing what happens to these tiny blobs of DNA and plasma as they grow into tiny humans full of willpower, humour, sorrow, fun and joyfulness. I cannot explain to anyone who has no children what this is like, because it is like nothing you will have ever experienced save for those who have had a child. There are times of anger, of frustration, of sadness, of sympathy, joy and empathy, happiness and giddiness. There are crazy ups and downs, doubts and bouts of confidence. It is all muddled into this totally imperfect aspect of life we call parenthood.
It may have been a choice, however short sighted, to enter into this contract of life, but now that you are in it, you are in it 100%… there’s no going back.
I hope to be spending today doing something memorable, something extraordinary, at least it will seem that way to a three year old’s mind. I see balloons, and cake and candy and slides and grandparents lovingly doting on him. I see staying up past bedtimes and falling asleep in carseats on long rides home. What else could a three year old possible long for?
As you can see form the picture above, we have already celebrated for one day. Friends that couldn’t make the actual day came for a dinner party filled with wine, laughter and the overt laughter of gleeful children as they played in the cluttered mash of plastic vegetables, pretzels, hotdogs and juice boxes. Small pots clanging against tiny steel slotted spoons, a present after my own heart for sure. May I be blessed with a foodie at any moment, because making PB & Js every day for the last two and a half years has seriously dulled my creative juices.
There was one present he got that was not asked for directly, but chosen on a whim by none other than me! Say hello to Santa:
I am sure he is named for the not quite forgotten hero of months gone by and will be joyously played with (whenever it is these things are awake) by eager hands. So far he’s just been sleeping in the corner for three days. Rodents.
We threw a small get together, as I said, for friends who couldn’t make the actual day, so I made a crazy good cake to celebrate their arrival. Layers of oh-so-moist chocolate buttermilk cake, smeared with thick (but fluffy) pockets of salty sweet peanut butter mousse and topped off with a light and not too sweet whipped cream mocha frosting. This cake is to die for. It’s also huge and decadent and rich and you’d better keep a big ol’ glass of milk handy when you eat it. Just sayin’.
So happy birthday to you Cohen and thank you for making every year just a little but brighter.
One Year Ago: Pan Roasted Brussels Sprouts
Chocolate Peanut Butter Layer Cake
Yield: One 9″ four layer cake
Prep Time: 45 minutes
Cooking Time: 35 minutesFor the Cake:
2 cups dark brown sugar, packed
1 3/4 cups pastry flour
3/4 cup good quality Dutch Process Cocoa
1 1/2 tsp Baking powder
1 1/2 tsp Baking soda
1 tsp salt
2 eggs
1 cup buttermilk
1/2 cup melted butter
2 tsp vanilla
1 cup hot strong coffee (or 1 Tbsp instant coffee with 1 cup hot water)For the Peanut Butter Mousse:
2 cups peanut butter (the not so natural kind)
8 oz cream cheese, room temp
1 cup powdered sugar
1 tsp vanilla
1/2 tsp salt
1 1/2 cups whipping creamFor the Frosting:
500 mL Heavy Cream
1/4 cup suagr
1 tsp vanilla
1/2 cup cocoa1. For the Cake: Preheat oven to 350°F. Arrange racks in middle of oven. Grease 2 9″ round pans and line bottoms with parchment paper (makes removal of this ultra-moist cake easier).
2. Stir dry ingredients together in a large bowl.
3. In a separate large bowl, beat together the eggs, buttermilk, melted butter and vanilla. Stir in to dry mix. Mix for 2 minutes with a whisk.
4. Pour in hot coffee and mix thoroughly.
5. Pour evenly into pans and bake for 35-40 minutes.
6. Remove from oven and cool in pans for 20 minutes or more before turning onto wire rack to completely cool.
1. For the Peanut Butter Mousse: In the bowl of a stand mixer or in a bowl with a hand mixer, beat the cream cheese and peanut butter until fluffy.
2. Add the sugar, vanilla and salt and beat again (remember to scrape down the sides of the bowl!)
3. Put the PB concoction into another bowl, clean out the first bowl and whip the cream to stiff peaks.
4. Fold the whipped cream into the PB and continue until completely combined. Et voila!
5. Refrigerate until needed.1. For the Frosting: In bowl of electric stand mixer, pour cream, sugar and vanilla.
2. Beat on medium high until soft peaks begin to form.
3. Add cocoa and whip until stiff.Assembling your cake:
1. Slice the cooled layers into two horizontally using a long serrated blade. Try to be as even as possible.
2. Place the first layer on the cake stand or plate and load it up with 1/3 of the peanut butter frosting. Continue to do so until you have just the top layer of cake left. Cap it off and time to frost!
3. Crumb coat the whole cake with a thin layer of the frosting. Then apply a thicker coating when done.
4. Store this cake in the refrigerator. It’s mandatory!
Similarly delicious recipe from other fabulous food blogs:
Chocolate Beetroot Cake on What Katie Ate
Molten Chocolate Liquor Cake on Indian Simmer
Café Mocha Cupcakes on My Baking Addiction
Peanut Butter Cookie Dough Truffles on All Day I Dream About Food
Chocolate Swiss Roll with Peanut Butter Mousse on Poires Au Chocolat
Elizabeth, get out!! Haley’s birthday is today! She’s 5. How wacky… she requested sushi dinner tonight. God love her. Yay for both of us 😀
Awww, sushi dinner sounds so nice! Yay us! Happy birthday haley!
Happy birthday to you Cohen! You’re such a lucky boy to have a fantastic mommy who will makes you an amazing cake like that for your birthday! 🙂
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Rats! No, I not talking about the hamster. I’m talking about missing the damn cake ! I was perfectly happy with my birthday until I found out that I missed this cake. You have just enough time to make another one for Sunday. PS of course Cohen got a peanut butter cake !!! Looks amazing !
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Happy Birthday Coen. I hope you all had a wonderful birthday. I’m in teh midst of planning my daughter’s 2nd and so super excited too! Cake is lookign good too!
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A great cake! So irresistible.
Happy Birthday Coen!
Cheers,
Rosa
Happy Birthday to Cohen! Thanks to him we get such a great recipe! Thanks for sharing and here’s wishing Cohen many more!
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Looks Divine! I would kill for this cake! Looks So rich and moist!
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What a great post. Happy Birthday to your little guy! It’s amazing to watch them grow and prosper. He’ll be doing a lot of growing if you keep making yummy cakes like this!!
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Well let’s hope not in the wrong direction though! LOL…we strive to be healthy eaters around here..which may be why my husband made me freeze the cake so we didn’t eat it all. I plan on defrosting it today though!
Aww! Sounds like you are going to have fun with the little guy!
And that chocolate peanut butter layer cake thing looks grand, too. I might just have to make one as soon as these kitchen renovations are through…it’ll be a good way to celebrate!
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And what a fantastic way to celebrate a new kitchen it would be!
YUM! I can’t wait to make this!! That mousse looks so good! Happy Birthday to your little boy- I know exactly what you mean about how amazing it is to see your kids grow. It really is.
I think THAT is the kind of cake I want for MY birthday. Chocolate and peanut butter? Absolutely.
Happy birthday to your sweet son. I hope he and Santa have lots of fun together!
Aww, I will let him know you say so Jennifer!
Happy Birthday to Cohen! LOVE this cake!
Happy Birthday to the little one!!! That is the most perfect cake to celebrate!
Best cake ever.
Happy Birthday! and many more….
Why thank you very much!
This looks like pure heaven on a plate. I made a similar chocolate & peanut butter truffle cake for a friend’s birthday recently. Such an amazing combo!!
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Omg, the cake. We still have some in the freezer Elizabeth. I am taking it out right now.
Great pictures, and great article lover!
Well, I think I have just found the perfect cake for my first born’s 18th birthday (yikes!!! How did this happen??) 3 years old sounds like such a long time ago, but truth be told the time has passed in a flash!!!
Enjoy this time with your precious boy and I hope this next year is filled with joy, happiness and rainbows for your “little man”!!!
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Thank you so much Nancy! I hope your son loves this cake as much as mine did!
Happy Birthday to the big boy! Time flies.. Enjoy your children Elizabeth (ah well i know you are 🙂 ). They are beautiful and they have a beautiful mommy to treat them with good looking cakes and “rodents” Cute.
Happy birthday to you Cohen! You have an amwesome mommy. . .i can’t imagine what you went through there.
A very happy birthday to your son. What a beautiful story. And I can’t think of a better way of celebrating than a heaping slice of cake.
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Yum! How can anyone resist this? PB and Choc are my 2 favourite things:)
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What a gorgeous cake! And happy birthday to Cohen 🙂
Happy Birthday to Cohen!
Buttermilk..what a super ingredient for cakes 🙂 This recipe looks delicious. The combination of chocolate and peanut butter..awesome taste.
Buttermilk is my not-so-secret ingredient in just about everything. Seriously awesome. I keep a litre of it in the fridge at all times.
Your little boy is precious, enjoy that cake it looks delicious!
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Happy Birthday to your little boy, the cake looks delicious!
Also, thank you for the link to my swiss roll 🙂
I made this cake, and it was an absolute hit!
Everyone loved it!
Thank you so much for sharing!
Hi! I’m making this wonderful cake for a friend of mine…but realized that you wrote 1 tsp of vanilla and I was wondering if you mean vanilla bean or extract..
Extract! But a whole vanilla bean would be even better.
Could you please direct me to the recipe for that wonderful looking layered thing located on your banner at the top of the page under the word “paleo”? Thank you.
Sure thing Tara: http://guiltykitchen.com/2012/12/10/chocolate-caramel-brownie-cups/
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