It seems my last post hit a nerve. Maybe it’s that a lot of us are in a place in our lives that is inexplicably complicated. Struggling to haul ourselves out of bed to face the world forΒ galaxiesΒ of different reasons. Too poor to buy food for our families, too tired to play with our kids, too busy to clean the toilet, too depressed to open the curtains. But my last post wasn’t supposed to be sad or depressing. Far from it.
My last post was meant to convey that I’ve reached a stage in my life where I realize that there is so much more to it then what I’ve given it thus far. Life is hard and the people in it make it complicated, lovely, exhausting, joyful, fun, difficult, terrifying and ultimately worth every second of tears and belly laughs. Decisions we make for ourselves can seem selfish as every decision made affects those around us, especially those we love and cherish. But one must, at some point in our life, make painful or terrifying decisions.
Sometimes it takes a sudden realization, something we’ve long left unacknowledged in the backs of the darkest corners of our minds, to finally realize that something is amiss. At the tender age of 28 I’ve already been a homeowner, a mother, a published author, a business owner, a wife and a friend to many. I’m a sister, a daughter, a niece, an aunt…but what childhood dreams have I left by the wayside to be all these things? I never became a papered chef or worked in a high end restaurant. I’ve never had sex on top of a high rise building next to a pool in the dead of night surrounded by roses and champagne. I’ve neverΒ traveledΒ to the far away places that tease me in my dreams. I never dipped my toes into the Atlantic, or the Indian Ocean, or the Mediterranean, or the Aegean Sea, or the Baltic. I have never rode an elephant in the jungles of Vietnam or sweated in the muggy heat of the jungles of Borneo. I have never floated in the dead sea, or washed my hands in the Ganges as I lit a piece of incense and sent it down the river.Β I have never spent the night sleeping in a yurt in the waste lands of Mongolia or ridden a motorcycle down a dirt road to nowhere. I have never climbed a mountain bigger than 2km. I’ve never run in a marathon, I’ve never deep sea dived, I haven’t ridden a horse at full speed into the sunset, I have never eaten bugs over a fire in the grasslands of Africa. I’ve never flown to another continent or breathed in the fresh scent of a spice market inΒ Morocco.
Will I ever?
If I put my mind to it and don’t let the mundane tasks of everyday life cause me to forget my dreams, I will do every one of these things. I will show my children that dreams can be reality as long as you don’t forget them. It’s easy to say you are “trying” to make your fantasies happen, but are you? I am doing things in my life to make positive changes, no matter the outcome. It’s like a hole was ripped in the clouds and suddenly there is the dimmest of lights shining through. Though the clouds still erupt in a downpour of torrential rain at times, the sun still shines through that tear and everyday there is a rainbow to show for it. Some of us choose to see the rain and some of us choose to see the sun. I choose to see all of it and the rainbow they create together. Life can’t be all highs and no lows and it cannot be the other way either. There must always be joy, fulfillment, mystery, aspirations and yes, sadness. How else do we know we are alive?
City and Colour – “Against the Grain”
You need not to climb mountaintops,
You need not to cross the sea,
You need not to find a cure for everything that makes you weak.
You need not to reach for the stars when life becomes so dark,
And when the wind does blow against the grain,
You must follow your heart,
You must follow your heart.
When all your friends have come and gone,
And the sun no longer shines,
And the happiness for which you long is washed away like an ocean’s tide,
When all the hard times outweigh the good,
And all your words are misunderstood,
When the day seems lost from the start
You must follow your heart,
You must follow your heart.
If you feel you’ve paid the price,
And your wounds should cease to heal
And everything you love in life spins like a winding wheel.
If you should wake to find you’re abandoned,
And the road you’ve traveled leads to a dead-end
When death creeps in to play it’s part,
You must follow your heart,
You must follow your heart.
One year ago: Raisin Bran Muffins
Two years ago: Crispy Sweet Potato Fries and Roasted Broccoli with Almonds
High Protein Lemon Coconut Poppyseed MuffinsIngredients
- 3/4 cup coconut flour
- 1/2 tsp sea salt
- 2 tsp baking powder
- 1/4 cup poppyseeds
- 1/4 cup cacao nibs
- 7 eggs
- zest & juice of one meyer lemon
- 1/3 cup coconut oil, melted
- 1/4 cup agave or maple syrup
- 2 tsp vanilla extract
- 1/2 cup plain 0% Greek yogurt
- shredded coconut to garnish (optional)
Instructions
- Preheat oven to 350Β°F. Grease a 12 muffin tin.
- In bowl, mix all dry ingredients.
- In a separate bowl, mix the wet ingredients.
- Pour the dry ingredients into the wet and stir to combine.
- Evenly portion out the batter into muffin tin and bake for 20 minutes.
- Remove from oven and cool on cooling rack for 10 minutes. Remove muffins from tin and continue to cool on cooling rack.
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Blueberry Buckwheat Bake from Edible Perspective
Love the new recipe format with the calorie info. It rocks
That will be the newest feature, glad you like it!
Elizabeth; I don’t comment often enough on all the wonderful blogs out there, but this post really struck a cord.
As a 26 year old (though not a house owner or mother, yet) who’s been somewhat on her own for such a long time, I can so relate to feeling like you’ve missed out on so many experiences that others have had. The travelling, the romance, the irresponsibility and spontaneity of it all.
It’s wonderful to see someone recognize that they aren’t ready to give up on some of those things. And I do hope that you’ll get to do as many of them as life has time for.
A truly thought-provoking post. Thank you for that!
Thank you Kelly. I’ll never be ready to give up on my dreams.
Where there is a will, there is a way and that light shining through the hole in the clouds tells me you are on your way to realizing more of your dreams. Don’t ever let anyone minimize your dreams or tell you that they are too lofty and attainable.
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Oh my yum! Pinned it! π
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What a great recipe! Love that they are full of protein.
What a great poem. I need to share that with my yoga students.
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You know, I don’t expect much more from a food blog than beautiful photos, intriguing recipes/tips and the occasional funny life anecdote. I will always come to this blog for all of the above and more but I also truely appreciate your ability to reach thru and be REAL! Life ain’t always pretty and it’s nice to see a blogger who doesn’t roll out of bed FABULOUS and lead a wonderfully gastronomic life! I thank you for your realness π and I will be making these muffins Saturday morning, little girl alongside and savoring the little moments. And remembering to ‘breathe’ thru it all π
Step 1. Start saving money
Step 2. Start working on my own dreams
Step 3. Make sure I continue to listen to my lovely wife’s dream and encourage and help her reach them, some with me, some without
Step 4. Find a high spot and make the magic happen
Step 5. Giggity.
Hee hee…
Beautiful post Elizabeth. I think that you are absolutely right, in order to enjoy the beautiful of your life, there is a need to grief the life you choose not to life. It doesn’t mean that you love your life any less, it is just part of the whole awareness of life that some people don’t allow themselves. You are inspiring!
What a perfect recipe for my Low-Carb Diet hehe…They look healthy too. Thanks for sharing.
Love the muffins, love the photos even more! Wonderful post!
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I love your muffins, thank you for sharing very good photos.
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I might like this post even more than the last one. Damn girl- you are like the therapist I didn’t know I needed…seriously…your words are deeply meaningful to me, Liz. I have only recently realized that while I’ve always thought of myself as a “realist”, I am actually more of a pessimist. As a result, I am finding that I give up on things before I even try to make them happen, thinking that they just won’t. I need to stop doing that, and I need to dream more. I love your to-do list, and I love Adrian’s comment. Giggity! ps these muffins sounds almost too healthy for me LOL but I bet they’re really good π
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Thanks Winnie! I’m glad I could bring my perspective to your life and open up some doors for you too!
Love this new post. I think it inspires me even more than the previous one.
Live long and prosper.
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I really wish we lived closer then thousands of miles apart⦠1. so that I could have tried these muffins. 2. our life seems to be running a bit parallel, and having friends going through similar stuff is comforting.
Love the honesty in all of your posts!
Two of my favorite ingredients… Thank you.
And a reminder that I have been telling myself to do all those travel related things since I was in high school and have yet to do them at all… I fear regret will surface its ugly head. Don’t let it happen. If you need to travel… do it. And do it now. π
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Thank you Christine!
Some days suck, some days rock and some days are just plain vanilla. Keep on trucking Elizabeth, we love your recipes, your pics and your blogs! Don’t give on us.
I know it’s trite to say that life is a journey, but it’s true and sometimes the road we were sure would lead us in one direction turns out to take us somewhere completely different. Dreams and expectations are wonderful guides, but never forget to enjoy the unexpected things that pop up. Sometimes they are better that the original expectation.
I just happen to have a bunch of fresh lemons off of your Grandfathers tree, now I’ve got something better to make them into than lemonade.
Lemon Coconut Poppyseed Muffins! Yummy delicious and nutritious creation that fit with my healthy life style habit… This is very interesting..
This looks really delicious. Will definitely try this out.
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I rarely comment, but the last two posts speak to me. I am still getting used to the fact that I am now 30 and haven’t accomplished most of anything I originally intended, but it is nice to read the posts (and comments) that show it isn’t just me and that there is still a light shining on a path π
I also love the new recipe format. Wish I could figure out how to do that!
I had a tough weekend, and your post above really made me feel like ‘owning it’. I realize that I have been letting myself get bogged down with the mundane. It makes me feel mundane. That is no good for a person’s self esteem or her marriage. Thank you so much for the wake-up.
Love that you used cacao nibs! Love those!
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I am obsessed with cocoa nibs… GREG
What a delicious recipe! and i love that you used cacao nibs. I’m sure.I’ll be trying this. Thanks for sharing your recipe with us.
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Definitely want to try these; love anything with lemon!
Hi Elizabeth,
As a fellow foodie, you should definitely add Asia to your list of dream destinations. The food in Singapore, Vietnam, Hong Kong, China, and Japan is incredibly good. Anyways, I just stopped by because of the muffin recipe. Thanks!
Yum! Do you think it would work to bake these in a cake pan? π Do they rise very much?
I think you could definitely do these in a cake pan, adjusting the time accordingly. They do rise, perfect little domed muffin tops.
Thanks! It turned out absolutely amazing. I made it two days ago and it’s already gone. π
I love this post π Really really inspirational. Thank you π
Did you intend to list poppy seeds twice, for a total of 1/2 cup?
Nope. Definitely not. Fixed it in the recipe. Sorry about that!
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